‘thoughts on a train’, a Poem by Féilim James

some                times               nothing            enough

so restless so hungry for

fuck knows what

some thrill

or stimulation or substance

experience

substantiated

thickened

into something that pulses and pulses with meaning, sweet unbreakable meaning and flow

so fucking bored and

wired with desire for life to just

explode                                    into a beautiful                 burst of colour and blood

sorry david

if i could stay laughing forever i probably would

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